peace

Verse

I'm nobody's favorite mistake

I've got to get rid of the sickening weight

I'm too loud for love, I'm too much for company

They don't like my full version, only short listed get in

I feel everything so deeply, got a warrior in me

Every room I walk in turns into anxiety

Looks like it's the cause but I'm not diagnosed

You wonder why my ton of voice is overly exposed

Refren

I'm that wave that breaks the harbor

Lost prayer in the monastery

I wanted to get lost in your echos

But your church didn't pray for me

I wish I had the power to reach the mountains

Somewhere behind the wolf's and trees

Where I could run away from the sentence

"I'm sorry you're just too much for me"

And that's what you say to me

It's what everyone does ..

Verse 2

I trace the cracks inside the silence,

Like stained glass falling through my heart

Can you feel my words are closer

To the place you've left behind?

I tried to learn your language,

But my voice kept turning into smoke

And every door I saw wild open

Was closing for me, letting me go

Refren

I'm that wave that breaks the harbor

Lost prayer in the monastery

I wanted to get lost in your echos

But your church didn't pray for me

I wish I had the power to reach the mountains

Somewhere behind the wolf's and trees

Where I could run away from the sentence

"I'm sorry you're just too much for me"

And that's what you say to me

It's what you say to me..

Bridge 

I tried to learn your language,

but my voice kept turning into smoke,

and every door I saw wide open

was a painful lesson in letting me go...

If I tore out all my thunder,

would you finally call it peace?

If I push you a little bit harder,

Would you get out of your comfort zone to finally see me?

Or do you only love the silence

when it’s easier to leave?

I’ve been burning sages in slow prophecy,

a sign no one wants to see,

half a ghost, half a version I used to be,

Am I just too loud for your reality,

But very dangerous for your peace...

For your peace