You're my necessary evil
You're my poison
And I go that extra mile
To be overdosed with
Light in your eyes
And dark in your heart
I need you like air
When you don't even care
That's when I want you
The most
I want the terror
The worst and baddest
The way that left
Turn me me on even more
I am your angel and devil
The love and the whore
I provide many colours
That you adore
Still push me away
But I want to go further
The deeper then ocean
Just to connect spots
In your mind maze
Where I found myself
Looking for something
So powerful only God understands
Open the gate
Cause I lost the key
The moment you left
And set yourself free
I was so devistated
By little time I had
To show what youve tougt
Was buried in sand
I tried but you refused
Touch of my hand
I still.picture in my.mind
The way that you stand
And shine as stars
But still so dark
I spoke to ghosts
And found out spark
That needed the most
I could've been there
Where you draw the line
Instead I was scared
To cross and survive
Even if I live
Doesn't mean I survived
The way that you look me
When you left that night
You're my necessary evil
And greatest gift
It could get tough
To love you again
But Loving you was like
Begging of the end
I started and still
Have zero regrets
Cause moments in time
Won't freeze if you let
Them go.and beacome.si free
It's scaring to know
I'm distant memory
I get in some Forrest
I got of the cliff
My passion remains
My love is real
My body unfolded
My desire if unfiltered
Waiting for you
To make final stop
On your way to..
A place where we used to meet
Where we had peace and Harmony
And love
That's only a word?,
Maybe to some
Who didn't felt it so close
To the meaning of it
And sometimes I cry
Cause I learned that life
Will not ask me why
And still gonna get me
What I deserved
Even if I didn't want to get hurt
My intentions are honest
I wanna get poisoned
Cause I need it like air
Even tho you don't care
I'm not asking for much
I'm.not praying for stars
I'm not fucking with truth
When I say who we are
I got suspended from place
Where I wanted to chase
Colours and forms
Words and actions
Rainbows and rains
Love and pain
That's how I painted
Picture in my mind
Where I'm broken
Still haven't cried enough
Still waiting for myself to fall
In final destination
And say I don't care at all
But it's hard for heart
to.reach.blank space
When it was taught
For a happy place
And you know that too
But you still had the bullets
And you shoot tight into
Didn't miss my soul
I don't regret even that
Cause I realized what I met
Someone special worth my time
Who know how to fuck
With body and mind
