петак, 14. август 2015.

"Bury me deep"

I know this won’t be noticeable at all, maybe not even conviciable,
But i can’t really walk in your dreams , ‘cause i can barely crawl,
Stop and stare before you learn to care
I lean for the passion of something that i might be so scared
Shit, i’m free, but still cage is where i’ll be
These wings, are broken, this heart is token
Breathe, yes i wish i could breath normally on this love-test
Can’t never figure it out if im qualified to pass
I should surpass and bleed it all out on the surface
It’s curse, it’s blessing, and my heart is what you are messing
See, i’m leading these falling angels, like blind leading the blind
And i wish there was the path i could choose to get you out of my mind
This is ultimate sacrisife for gainin’ almost nothing
I started from the bottom, now i’m fearing of what God send
If not anything, i would love to be the everything
But even if i gave it all away we could never be the thing
Strange is when your rage evolues into frighething
I’m still riding till i stop and die, i’m walking betweet shadows, but you and i..

Bind the rope, cover my eyes,
Cover my ears, so i don’t hear
Your missunderstooding, and amateur goodbyes
Please don’t stop, till you see me dying
Close me into box, shut me out
Don’t let anyone else to hear the sound
of my destruction, screaming and handovering  me to death
Step on the bet, look at the clock, no turning back, and you know the wrong path

Adrenaline, impulsing, heart-free, overimpulsing me,
Thing that disgust me is that you don’t ever trust me
Fuck it, im not coming back to watch you love-roleplay-act
It’s lack of interest, fakness is leading actor
I’m not hating, i love you, so i’m letting you go cause you are losing factor
Do you really think i will fall under your spell?
See i don’t tell i’m proving, i’m raw recruit in bullying
And i’m getting sick & tired of you confusing and refusing
You can use me, or abuse, you can do what the fuck you want just use me
You’re my phase fo crackdown, my mistery, you won’t have ‘’our’’ future,
So my name won’t probably be written in your history
Your eyes will never meet my endless suffering, under my bed
There is more then meets the eye, more then i could ever cry about
There’s more included, my wish is that i do it, but you only do it with exclusive
My feelings are uncaught in your web that i weave,
i could fall easily as domino, anytime you choose to leave
Precept is that i used this concept into my purpose without permission
I’ll probably burn because of this, but you should respect my dicisioun
It’s a dumb vision to see what doesn’t and won’t exist
But my hearts breaks everytime i look at you, how could i resist?


Bind the rope, cover my eyes,
Cover my ears, so i don’t hear
Your missunderstooding, and amateur goodbyes
Please don’t stop, till you see me dying
Close me into box, shut me out
Don’t let anyone else to hear the sound
of my destruction, screaming and handovering  me to death
Step on the bet, look at the clock, no turning back, and you know the wrong path

And i hope that time heels the feelings that you thought was unreal
And i hope time will heal what i feel on daily bases and what i don’t reveal
And i hope you’re happy, and carey stars in your pocket,
This world is cruel, but fuck it, i know you’re gonna knock it
And i pray that everytime you seize opportunity you’re gonna slay it
Yes, i’m addicted to your poision, no-critics allowed,
And i confess i’m conflicted with how low i feel now, break out..
To the east, to the west, to the south, i’m about, thinking loud, saying clear, and cage-free
But at the end of the day, i will cry to the moment i find out that i’m without you
So break out and break up and break everything burn to the ground
And when you see me in the sleep, drug me, give me amnesia, please bury me deep