понедељак, 25. август 2025.

Funeral Arraignments/Don't You Know

I didn't say how much I've missed you
It went dark, my day wasn't blissful 
I didn't write for several weeks then 
But I've never felt more alone in my life
Do you know?

It was near Christmas, rainbow lights 
My tears on top of the tree was in perfect sight 
I wanted to celebrate that your new engagement 
But I was planning my funeral arraignments
Don't you know?

I didn't say I trust you more then anyone,you know?
Even if you're childish and free of fucks to give
I didn't write for years about you, now in these night hours 
I want to be there to catch the wedding flowers
And read my poem at the ceremony 

I've lived my worst day counting to end
While you flourish and bloomed like a love bird 
I didn't have the heart to press the send
It wasn't my attention to cloud your joy with my hurt
So turned my back and saved as draft 

It was a cold december and half of January 
And in small texts i've tried to keep my grief hidden
Then you walked into the forever, I know, scary 
If I say honestly sorry, will I still be forgiven,
For my selfishness?

I didn't say how your laughter makes my day
Seemingly holds me together and sane
When I lived in pain, you showed me other side 
From highschool until now I'll always need you around 
Don't you know?

It's only a decade and a half since we've met
I should've been a better friend, a better person 
I'm sorry my heart was trembling and you were thinking about your engagement 
While I was crying my eyes out, planning funeral arraignments.
You should know 


Who says only silence scream so loud?
Cause I support you always even from a far in the crowd 
When the world is gray your laughter is a sunny day
And you should know, infinitive and more
You have a friend in my hand to hold 


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